Take the good with the bad..smile when your'e sad..love with what you've got..remember what you had..always forgive..never forget... learn from mistakes.. and never regret.. people can change.. things can go wrong.. just always remember... life does go on

When I'd stay up and cry all night
You'd be the one who was always there.
But now that we're not together
You act like you don't even care.
I can't stand seeing you
It just makes me ache inside.
I still have strong feelings for you
But some things you have to hide...
I haven't smiled
Since I've been in your arms.
You used to make me feel so special
So safe from any harm.
Now you're not here to make me laugh
Now all I have are all the good times
All I can picture is your beautiful face
Which is always on my mind.
You're on the way with someone else...
I feel as if I am going to die.
There is nothing I can do
So I just sit here and cry.
This whole event is something
I need to get through.
This is what life is like, so bleak, so cold
Without you.

i told him i loved him...and the feeling was mutal. he loved himself too..

Tonight I sit here in my room And all I can do is think of me and you And how we used to be together I know our relationship is gone But I just can't move on. Every time I see you I think of how much I miss being with you, But now you have moved on with your life. Every night I cry Because I know I'll never get you back Every night I wonder What did I do wrong? But now I know it wasn't me... It was you. You found someone you love more than me I just hope they love you as much as I do...

If you see me walking with someone else, it`s not because I love him it`s because your not brave enough to walk beside me. if you see me smiling, it`s not because i`ve forgotten you it`s because im tired of crying over you. If you see me living again it`s not cus I want to get back at you it`s because I wanna take back what you took from me, but most of all, if I fall in love with someone else, it`s not because I wanted to, it`s because you were never there to catch me & love me back...

Darling, I know you've suffered great loss, A great break, But lovley don't worry...Sometimes things just aren't ment to be. Don't allow the heartbreak to make you suffer. Don't forget it either, It's a lesson learned in the heart. You'll learn that you do have a love, Somewhere, That people do care, That someone will always be there. Just remember, Never forget...That lesson the heart learns can help you love and not fear...Or it can break you, Make you tear.

I wanna believe that you're this perfect guy and everything you seem to be is true. But when i look at you, really look at you, i can tell that i'm just barely scratching the surface. Your that book > with the pretty cover, the one that i just can't wait to get into. But you should never judge a book by it's cover, because now that i've read far enough into you that i just can't put you down, there will be a twist.. and everything will change.. and by the last page.. i'll be heartbroken...  

HEY iF YOU HAD ME ON YOUR AiM LiST ADD ME AGAiN BECAUSE SOMEONE FUCKEN DELETED ALL OF MY PEOPLE SO YOU CAN ADD THiS ONE:

tannblondehottie

THANKS <3

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PARTii @ BILLY'S HOUSE ON FRiDAY... *EVERYONE* WELCOME... HEHEHEH *evil grin*

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I’ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won’t see me cry, becuz I
know none of it's true but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the fuck
does that make you ?

When i stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BiTCH. when i stand up for those i love, they call me a BiTCH. when i speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BiTCH. being a BiTCH means i won't compromise what's in my heart. it means i live my life MY way. it means i won't allow anyone to step on me. when i refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, i am defined as a BiTCH. the same thing happens when i take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when i act a little selfish. it means i have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who i truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think i "should" be. i am outspoken, opinionated and determined. i want what i want and there is nothing wrong with that! so try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. you won't succeed. and if that makes me a BiTCH, so be it.

i  shave my legs,
I sit down to pee
& I can justify any shopping spree.
Don’t go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook; I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass.
My beauty’s a masterpiece & yes it takes long.
At least I can admit to others when I’m wrong.
I drive in circles at any cost & I don’t have a problem admitting I’m lost.
 I never forget an important date.
You got to deal with it, I’m usually late.
I don’t watch movies with lots of gore.
Don’t need instant replay to remember the score.
I won’t lose my hair, I don’t get jock itch
& just because I’m assertive, don’t call me a bitch.
Don’t say to your friends, oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear, I can do better,
flowers are okay, but jewelry’s best.
Would you look at my face, not at my chest?
I don’t have a problem with expressing my feelings.
I know when you’re lying, you look at the ceiling.
Don’t call me a girl, a babe or a chick.
I’m a woman, get it, you prick

I WANT A GUY. . . .who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward. someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy. someone who would sing to me at random moments. who would let me sleep on their chest. a boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat. i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything i said.he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a million times. and someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh he would surprise me with 25 cent rings and we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum.he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas and we'd always take pictures in photo booths.. he would never turn down a trip to the boardwalk and we'd play tag on the beach. he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. we would sit on the kitchen floor and eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.. and we'd make out in the pouring rain.he would tell me when he didn’t think something looked good and i wouldn’t mind. he would TRY to teach me how to play the guitar but we'd just end up laughing at each other. he would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty. he would share lollipops with me and get along with all of my friends.he would never be afraid to say " i love you " in front of his friends and we would argue of silly things with me then make up.i want a boy who would take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. we would kiss at midnight on new years and make funny faces at each other when i'm on the phone. i want a boy who would count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket and squirt water guns at each other in the house. someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often .. someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick,. we would buy tons of disposable cameras and take lots of pictures. but mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend and would never lie to me or break my heart

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